The Blogesphere

Knowing I'm in the Blodeshpere is an oddly unsetteling feeling. People being able to see what i read and write, while cool, also freaks me out. Its like I'm sitting on the toilet and i reach for some TP but i reach two inches from where it actually is. You see, being a child of security, there is someting about people getting to know me that i find a little terrifying.

It is something i need to start accepting however because i could miss out on some awesome things. I shouldn't be afraid to try new things or meet new people cause i could pass on something i might love. but how would i know if i won't try?

A few months back, i had my palm read. (I won't say by who, he knows who he is.) So after kind of a sad reading (i'm going to die a long, slow death. At least i'll have time to catch up on all my tv shows) he stops and asks if i'm an open person. Do i make trust people and do i let people in? He says he read that i'm not. Well guess what? that is pretty much 100% true. So i admit to the flaw. He told me i should let people in and have trust cause i'm gonna miss something i could love.

Very wise advise Nameless Palm Reader. So here i'm taking baby steps toward that goal. I'm now in the blogeshpere. This better not come back to bite me in the ass.